and i love this song (for now) :)

...mau dikatakan apa lagi.. kita tak akan pernah satu.. aku di sana.. engkau di sini.. meski hatiku memilihmu...



*kahitna, mantan terindah*

and i've done it :)

Yeah, it's called my dream journey. i never thought that i could see this beautiful island before. and it just my dream was come true. Yeah. Derawan. Such a small island name, located on the east Borneo.




I took my journey from Soekarno Hatta International Airport. We went to BalikPapan ( i forget the airport name, LOL) and we took our next flight at 10.00, after arriving on Balikpapan at 09.00 (yup, we were in a rush), and this was my first experience to fly with "small plane" :p.. and lucky me, it was delayed. and after having a lunch, we had our flight to Berau, a small and near city from Derawan.
and it was a long journey, cause it still needs 4 hours to get Derawan.







and Voila.. this is my "dream island", my dream journey, and i never found the gorgeous one like this before. The stingless of jelly fish at Kakaban lake (one of two lake, where u could find the stingless jelly fish, the other one located in Palau islands, Philippines. The house of Manta Ray at Sangalaki! (u have to dive, trust me!!), with friendly local people. Yeah, for me it's too expensive to come here. But u could get a new expensive experience to see another paradise from this country! trust me! wishing i could see this place again, soon. ^_^

--and that's why i really love this city.. with a lot of places to go, with the creative and lovely people, with the things in cheap price, with the atmosphere of javanese culture, with all those memories of my childhood :p and i love to coming back soon, hopefully :)--

yogyakarta, july 2010

The art of falling in love..

Btw, I write this one, not because I’m in love. Yes, I was in love, but maybe for a years ago.. and I would like to share with u, what the “love concept” means..
Yup, first, describing the word of “falling in love”.. Falling in love and love are two quiet different feeling. Falling in love can be either a flash of emotions or a first step towards love, is that right?!
Hmmm.. it still absurd for me off course.. yup. I was thinking about my love journey. Started from –don’t know each other-, have a good first impression, asked to have a date –movie, dinner, coffee, talked a lot of things- , then he would asked if we could be a couple lover , or it’s called “jadian”. And that’s it. Look so simple, isn’t it?!
And what if, someday, somewhere, somehow, “the one” u thought first, it’s not “the one” u thought later?!! Is that any coincidence that u never knew before, -that universe make- for meet any other guy who just “click” with u, otherwise u have someone else?!
Yah.. that’s not the “simple concept of love”. That can ruin ur day, even your life. What should u do and what should u take. And once again, it’s all about choice!!
You have to do nothing to fall in love and often there’s either nothing you can do to stop falling in love. Even it’s wrong for you, for him/her. And for ur universe. Some people said, love is never wrong. But in the other side, some people said, “u love a wrong person, with a wrong way.” And I never understand..
Hmm.. this just about what I feel of “love concept”.. yes, it still absurd, and I never know what’s wrong and what’s right..